I’m soft, cuddly, furry and cute. Catch me if you can!
Horticulture Park, 14 Nov '09
“And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits…” (Al Qur’an, 2:155 )
so procrastination got the better of me in 2010.
to those who still read these words and view the little snaps from my life,
here’s to a great analogue year ahead.
Abdul Ghani & Suhaila
two.seven.november.two.thousand.ten
nine years two months five days of courtship.
congratulations my two good friends
for going through the high and lows together
thus making it this far.
may you have a lovely blessed wedding
and a wonderful marriage ahead.
12 11 10.
What lovely numbers they are. However i’ve pretty much spent my 2 days of leave at home with nothing much done and flu building up.
Looking back through my old posts from blogspot to wordpress, time sure have passed. Seems like chapters have probably piled up unwritten over the months; or perhaps years.
I kinda notice I’ve dipped into the facebook craze a year or two back, I’ve pretty much stopped noting down and posting any of my thoughts. That would probably explain the empty gaps in the dates of my entry logs. Not that it matters because this blog has had its phase of entries.
With so many hypocrisy and politics at work, somehow i felt that facebook was just another medium where colleagues/strangers pry into your personal life and dictate/judge you that they seem fit. Hence probably the lost of entries because all these kaypos probably have something to say with anything I post there.
Anyway I’m feeling so random these days with so much clutter in my head. I’m so glad that there’s still a place where I’ll find joy of throwing my thoughts and feelings into digital space without the need to be tactful or a need to explain. Hopefully this will be a start of a new beautiful chapter because somehow it seems everything is starting to fall into place in a few months time.
Murphy came to work yesterday and he made me feel i’ve earned every cent of my salary.
Along Singapore River, Oct '10
something always brings me back to you
Roll 1 Frame 9
Free your heart from hatred
Free your mind from worries
Live simply
Give more
Expect less
Roll 1 Frame 5
Roll 1 Frame 3
Roll 2 Frame 3
…to fall into analogue love.
Paya Beach, 5th Oct '10.
nothing beats a short trip;
a get away from unnecessary hustle and bustle of city life.
no matter how short it was, it still matters.
My Interchangeable Eyes, Sept '10
Alas from one expensive hobby to another. Its been awhile since I had any good frames. I’m sure this would make do.
…because i’m tired of fakes and people who entertain themselves while they pretend to be your friend.
alas I’m tired of putting up such pretentious smiles.
if you have nothing good to say to me, “tutup mulut buat muka tembok sua“.
sarcasm afterall is a sign of weakness.
then i remembered.. there comes a time in life when
you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it.
Life is too short to lose sight of the happy things in life.
Kembangan, Sept '10
split toned sunday
changi tower, Sept '10
i fly like paper, get high like planes
something lovely to wake up to on the second day of eid..
with love from work.
Changi Airport, Sept '10
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‘Cause sometimes that mountain you’ve been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you’ve been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And when you figure out
Love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small
- So Small by Carrie Underwood
It definitely has been awhile since i’ve jotted any entry down or captured anything significant to share. Life has been pretty much smooth sailing since then and i’m quite surprise how time has flew by. It’s been almost about 3 months working solo and i’ve never enjoyed myself as much as i have. ’nuff said.
Perth, Nov '09
There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.
Not exactly my words but it is definitely the right words that should be crossing and lingering my mind these days. We all need something to keep the light on or perhaps to just make the mood a little lighter. No one likes being gloomy, melancholy or emo (in simple words). Funny how sometimes we get ourselves into such days.
If it’s not happy, it’s not the end yet.
Finally a good weekend break. I never felt so tired before, both mentally and physically. The things we do up there isn’t something easily described. Sometimes it’s hard to share how I feel, you gotta be in position in order to know how frustrating and even petty things can become not only with the traffic but the people behind as well.. Though i don’t give much hoot about politics and stuff , things would definitely be easier if one doesn’t get labelled/stereotyped. Wise simple words i came across sometime ago: whatever goes on up there, stays there. Somehow its pretty challenging to adhere to such statement when one get involved into such predicatement.
Give me time, and i’ll shove everything up back just to return such kind favour.
Good day.
And thus it seems like my life had a stand still for almost 3 months, perhaps more for that matter. I’ve slowly degraded myself from writing to taking photos and now it seems to nothing at all. Day by day, words somehow have been buried and piling up inside me. I kinda find it hard to channel my thoughts, opinions, views, comments, frustrations, emotions or anything human for that matter to anyone these days. It seems pretty true that somehow feeling less human during this phase of my career/life is considered to be normal. With so much uncertainties and insecurities that is implicated with almost any action I do, I feel that it warrants me to feel numb and perhaps a little jaded. Ironically this is probably what i need to shut out all the unneccessary pressure when plugging in.
Next month, it’ll be a year since I’ve embarked in this eventful journey and looking back, I didn’t note down anything much to be exact. I guess 2009 memories are there just to stay and in time to fade away with hope to leave only the good stuff for reminiscing. Anyway I’ve probably much to say but couldn’t put them to words now. Hopefully this wordpress is still an available channel to vent out any of MY private/personal views without anyone trying to act macam paham and judge/comment as if they understand or know me within such a short period of time. Lets not go into details and perhaps i could continue to write something more worthwhile for the record next time.
Till then,
thank you and good day.
Cottesloe Beach, Nov '09
Cottesloe Beach, Nov '09
..sunset over the Indian Ocean.
I pretty much lack on noting down my thoughts lately. Though there’s pretty much going about everyday, it’s probably the L-virus or M-virus that’s been keeping me off the keyboard to log anything fruitful.
I’ve about 500+ photos from Perth yet to be sorted and let’s not get to the topic of processing and printing. Well I’ve tasted a cycle of shift work and what i can say, it’s pretty comfortable to work the hours. I kinda realize i have a little bit more time for myself these days since everyone else is either working or sleeping while I’ll probably be doing the opposite. Life has been good. Well 15 weeks more and perhaps it’ll be better hopefully with a piece of mind that this piece of the puzzle will fit and everything else will fall into place.
Lookout Point, Cape Leeuwin Nov '09
for those who were missing out on the cool blue November down under.
On Top of The World, Nov '09
If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does.
- The Duchess, Alice in Wonderland
Cottesloe Beach, Perth, Nov '09
all in due time
-
Is in <3,
with Perth.
and definitely You.
Horticulture Park, Nov 09
i am nothing but lost of words
when it comes to this phase of bittersweet taste.
perhaps after a week long down under, everything will clear up and perhaps i’ll be ready to embrace the lives of thousands that will lay in my hands.
Horticulture Park, Nov '09
And their tears are filling up their glasses;
no expression, no expression.
- Mad World by Adam Lambert
Horticulture Park, Oct '09
it’s not about wanting to know that you’re good,
it’s about wanting to be good at the things we know.
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9 more working days left till the end of course. sure how time flies.
nervous? not anymore. come what may, because life is too short to worry about tomorrows.
as how it was said and should have been from the start:
living my todays like every other carefree happy people out there.
thank you for filling out the missing colours in my life.
Horticulture Park, Oct '09
..because life is short and we should never hold our breath and stop believing in happily ever afters.
Changi Beach, Sep '09
India Mike Charlie
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amidst it all, sometimes it just gets a little too heavy and clouded with worries and anxiety from being able to see and appreciate the big picture.
Changi Boardwalk, Sept '09
..i then remembered how we fell in love.
Salam lebaran to all. Have a wonderful and fulfilling year ahead (:
Kembangan, Sept '09
Kembangan Sept '09
